Run Away

Oh I remember my password...

It has been such a long since since I write here. I missed writing but I just want to shut myself out from the world.  

Things have been not good since the year started. I was very ambitious this year, to achieve a very ordinary dream for everyone. People say "Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you will land among the stars"

I am not among stars and moon is just so far away. So far away.

If you have watched VIP(Velai Illa Paddathari), you might know this song. I find this particular line suits my situation now very well.

Maaman Otandi Periya Loosandi
Adi Vangiye Naa Strongana Maayandi
Aanaen Naan Bondi
Athayumthaan Thaandi Poraaduven
Naa Veriyana Virumaandi

I wanted to write how I feel. What made me feel this way? Who am I supposed to tell?

Actually, I do not want to tell anyone. I just don't want. 

To be exact, I want to go to a place where nobody knows me. I just want to run away from everything.

;)

Appa

Hello everyone...

Happy Sunday! My parents and my brother are at Cameron Highlands and I am here at Cyberjaya, well practically just enjoying my offday.

So it is Father's Day today. I just called my father and wished him. He said he will buy me dinner when I am back home. Appa, I will buy you dinner okay. It's your day.

I did not buy any gift for my father. Honestly, I don't know what to get for him. So, I decided that I will buy for him dinner once I go back to Teluk Intan. Furthermore, it will be his birthday next month.

It's World Cup now and I am very sure my father will enjoy watching the games if he have the time. I still remember I told my father that I will send him to watch the final game for World Cup 2014. I thought by that time I will be 24 and have all the money in the world. Hahaha, typical teenager's mind. Oh, typical 90's teenager's mind.

You supported me when I was on athletics at school when Amma does not approve. And this quote below is for you:-

Hmmmmm ( a big sigh), I am sorry if I have ever hurt you in anyway. I hope God gives you health and happiness. I know your life has been a tough one but you are a strong person Appa.

Happy Father's Day to all fathers and father to be out there!!!

Fifty Shades of Brown

Hello,

If you are brown, I bet you experience the above. 50 shades of brown.

Have you ever noticed your face, neck, arms, hands and legs are all in different shades of brown...

It is annoying to see your face and neck is darker than your hands. Annoying...

Good day!!!

June is here...

Hi all,

Happy June!!!

I have been neglecting the blog for almost a month now. I have so many things to write about... about my hauls, blood donation and Chittiraipournami celebration this year. I was busy on May. Along with Chittiraipournami break, I actually had another 3 days break which I spent at Teluk Intan too.

First half of the year is gone and now comes the second half of the year. 6 months to go to welcome 2015 and I already make a decision of what my resolutions going to be.

My resolution next year will be 'NO RESOLUTIONS'. Yes no resolutions okay. Eff resolutions. I wrote about my resolutions for 2014 here. Reading it and looking at my room wall where I did some DIY wall reminder, I am feeling so bad. I am not at any point close to achieve any of my freaking goals.

Let's see...

Number ONE, to have healthy hair and skin. I still have not straighten or rebond my hair. My attempt of maintaining my curls is not successful. It requires a lot of maintenance. I don't know if I am doing anything wrong or my hair is very rebellious. I now decided to straighten my hair. At least, I can look presentable without worrying about my frizzy hair. How about my skin??? I am still on experiment with these but the skin care is going on well. I scrub my face every 3 days, I put a face mask once a week and I even learned to do a facial steam at home.

Number TWO, lose 10kg. Hahahahaha, a big laugh here because Viknes, my mother and my mother in law actually noticed I look smaller than last time. My friend Relina said my cheek is not fat as last time. And all of them said I looked better before I loose weight. I did not even loose weight drastically. It is just 1 or 2 kg. I read somewhere that the scale is not important but the body fat percentage. I am very confused but I still watch my food intake.

Number THREE, pass JPJ test. I could not even think of going back for another driving lesson or test. Waste of money and time. And, my dream of getting a car will not come true for now.

Number FOUR, spend more time on cooking. This one put a smile on my face because I do cook almost everyday now. Yeah!!!

Number FIVE, less time on social networking. This one, hmm I don't know. I log on Facebook everyday. I play Criminal Case on Facebook. I read other blogs. I don't know really.

Well, many things happened first half of the year and I got lost in it. I discovered a lot of new things and most important, lesson learnt. I am not having any expectations for the next 6 months.

As much as I want to write, I couldn't because some posts require photo especially the haul post and my USB cable/port is not working (not sure which one). I even tried to bluetooth the picture from my phone to the laptop but I couldn't. I can hear the sound when USB is connected but I could not find the device.

Anyways, I feel bad for not writing. I will find a way even it takes months.

Have a great Sunday all!!!

Excited

Hi all,

I am too excited that I couldn't sleep.

I can't wait for Chittiraipournami. Yahoo!!!

:)

Wednesday + Thursday #5

Hi all,

I started my off day on Wednesday (7/5) watching Vetti Pasanga. It is a Malaysian Tamil Movie.

I slept until 5p.m. that day and did my laundry. I cooked fried rice for myself and continued the rest of the night watching The Mindy Project series again.

The next day, I woke up quite early despite sleeping late. I organized my room with more attention paid to my clothes and toiletries. I ordered Domino's Pizza for lunch. I was too lazy to cook. 

While having my Aloha Chicken Pizza, I watched Idhu Kadhirvelan Kadhal.

Nayanthara is one of my favourite actress. I like her outfits in this movie. This movie has a good story too.

I didn't cook for my dinner as well. I bought Nasi Goreng Cili Padi from the Malay restaurant at Cyberia. I had remaining Crazy Chicken Crunchies(Tomyam) from Domino's that I ordered earlier, so hmm it was a heavy dinner. I watched another movie called the Leap Year. Oh my god, the place where the hero (Matthew Goode) proposed to Amy Adams was awesome.

I ended my off days buying tickets for me and Viknes to go back to Teluk Intan next Tuesday (as in tomorrow literally). I am freaking excited because this is our first bus trip together and finally he is coming to celebrate Chittiraipournami with my family.

Part 1:Joy

"Ma, why did you name me Joy?"
"Well Joy, this is the twentieth time you are asking this question and I have been answering you the same since you asked. Again, you brought joy to me and Pa when you were born. We have been waiting for a cute baby like you for years and you came. You brought smile to our faces... thus we thought there is no better name for you than Joy"

Lying on bed, the conversation Joy had with her mother years ago is playing in her head again and again. Joy is a petite early-twenties girl who is currently working in an office as a personal assistant to a successful businesswoman. The conversation triggered after she met a businessman on a meeting yesterday.

Such a charming man. Tall and he looked very confident presenting his business proposal to her lady boss, Maria. As much as Maria was impressed, Joy was beyond impressed. There is something about this man. Something. Maybe because once both of them were introduced by Maria, "Hi, this is my PA Joy and Joy, this is Ryan." Ryan said "Oh, this is the girl who booked my appointment with you. Joy, such a happy name and Joy, each time you call, I have happy vibes around me. Glad to meet you"

"Glad to meet you too Mr.Ryan." Joy wished she have a mirror to control her  expression. All that she know, she was smiling until her face muscles stretch to the  point she can feel it once she stopped smiling. It was a successful business meeting and Joy know she will now be in contact with Ryan more.

And, her first task after the meeting is to do some paper works before Maria goes for her wedding holiday for a month. Ryan would be taking over Maria's position for a month which officially makes Joy as his personal assistant. And it starts today.

Joy got up from her bed and took a quick shower. She always dress for comfort. It is Friday, so she thought she will go with a lace neckline top with jeans. She reached her office at 7.50a.m.. She prepared the agenda for the day and had a cup of coffee with tuna sandwich she bought at a nearby ranch.

Ryan walked in the office at 08.15 a.m.. He looked so much different than the person she meet yesterday for the presentation. He was dressed up casually but he looked like he were lost. "Hi, Mr Ryan, good morning. Would you like to have coffee or tea?" No answer from him and all she heard was his office door being closed and that is, closed hard. "Oh well, I guess not a good morning for him."

About 9.00 a.m., Joy knocked Ryan's office door. "Come in."
"Hi, Mr Ryan. Sorry to disturb you but you have a meeting with the staff at 10.00 a.m.. You can introduce yourself and advise what will be your role for this one month and the collaboration with Miss Maria."
"Oh, okay! Hmm, not a good day for me. I am sorry earlier. I kept quiet because I do not want to show my temper to anyone. Can I have a cup of coffee Joy?"

"Oh sure Mr Ryan. It will be ready in a minute."
"Oh Joy, wait. How old are you?"
"I am err, 23 years old." Joy could not figure out what her age is got to do with a cup of coffee. She is going to mix the instant coffee anyway.
"Just call me Ryan okay. I am not that old for you to call Mister"
"Hmm okay Ryan. I will be back soon with your coffee."

To be continued...