Gratitude Challenge

I am not consistent here but I am updating daily on my InstaStory and highlighted it under #gratitude30.

I am glad I took this challenge because I know which part I need to work on and I feel 2018 was a mixture of good and bad.

So I guess this is my last post for 2018.

I don't have any new year resolutions. I am just going to go with the flow.

Talking about resolutions, I remember my brother and I would write down our goals for the upcoming year on 31/12 night.

And I remember writing down about my grades for SPM, meeting Viknes and some other things I don't remember.

Well, it was good time. Tsk ;)

Happy New Year!

Limousine

Hi everyone,

While talking about cars with my friends one day, I remembered my wedding car was a limousine.

In the heat of the arguments with some of negative people in my wedding, I totally did not cherish the ride back home to Hutan Melintang.

All I remembered was crying to Viknes on why this people tried to ruin our wedding.

It has been 4 years. This people have spoiled on what should have been my beautiful memory and still have the guts to think they are right.

But but, I remembered saying wow to the car, our selfies in it, my cousin sister Maithily who accompanied me and we are married despite whatever they tried.

To the beautiful limo, my awesome brother who arranged it, my husband who sometimes reminds me on it, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

💙

Day 3 of #gratitude30 : Love

Love comes in all forms.

I believe action speaks louder than words. 

I send love to everyone who loves me. Thank you for being with me in my times of hardship and battle.

I am very grateful.

💙

Day 2 of #gratitude30 : Inspiration

When it comes to gratitude for inspiration, I can write many pages on what inspires me from each person I know.

My parents : They have not once mentioned how much they have sacrificed for me and my brother. I knew and noticed it as I grow up.

Ok, let's see who inspires me from social media.

Revady N : I stumbled upon her page when I was feeling low in my life. She talks about positivity, gratitude and styling. Part of me owe her on what I am now compared to beginning of the year.

Sumitra Selvaraj : I like to read her stories that she writes along with her picture on Insta.

Vidya Vox : She sings so well, her outfit combo is amazing and I like her hair 💙

Anjana from CurlsBeautyDiary and Deepika from DesiCurly : This girls inspire me to love my curls and both of them are generous with knowledge and willing to help.

So the list goes on.

I also have people who remind me not to be like them in future.

So that's day 2.

Appa 💙

When I was young, younger ok...I am still young now hahaha 😊, my father had mentioned that he likes Benz. He also made me watch football and told me he will buy Portugal jersey(because I was crazy over Christiano Ronaldo).

Even though the jersey doesn't make its way which I don't mind, I always wanted to rent a Benz so my father can drive it.

I told my father playfully when I was 14, I will bring him to watch World Cup live from the stadium. I don't know if I can or will be able to afford that but I hope I can bring him watch live football match in Malaysia at least. 

I want to see him grin in happiness like he usually do. 

Dear Universe,

Please make way for this to happen.

Day 1 of #gratitude30 : Home

Two quotes// sayings that I freaking love:

1) Sometimes, home has a heartbeat too
2) Home is the where the heart belongs

This two quotes instantly remind me of my husband and my family.

Recently, I watched a movie; Kaatrin Mozhi where Viji(Jhotika)'s sisters would say that if there is any problem in the job you are working, you will come finding us. I Ioved viji's response. Yes I will come, because you are my family.

And I have seen how my husband, parents and brother have helped me during my downtimes.

Yeah, so these people are my home. People I look forward to tell my good and bad day. People I share my dreams.

Home 🏡

November 2018

Hi everyone,

It got me thinking when I was reading the fertility journey of others; why no update after this step? What happened?

I know why now and I am choosing to keep it to myself as well until everything turns out fine.

One thing for sure; the journey isn't easy.

Well, well, well...

November ended so fast. I couldn't believe we are already on the last month of the year now.

So, it was Deepavali month. And I took a sudden decision on being vegetarian for 6 days on Sasthi. Try to read//hear the benefits on YouTube.

Oh by the way, I started updating whatever dishes I cook on Instastory so that I can highlight it.

Then, it was my 4th wedding anniversary last 27th. I used my final half day at work, we went out for a movie; Katrin Mozhi and ate good Chinese food.

So overall, it was a month full of ups and downs.

Hi December :)